I've been afflicted with insomnia for the past two months. I love to sleep and usually it happens without a hitch, but lately things are changing. It's becoming harder and harder to fall asleep without some type of chemical help especially when my body is sore from lifting or just hurt from life itself.
I can only get a really good nights sleep when I'm with my man-friend. If I am alone I spend the night with Jad Abumrad and Robert Krulwich. (big ups to RadioLab)
I can't stay like this since school is starting soon and I will have to focus during the day instead of sleeping it away. Does depression make you stay up at night? I assumed it made you too tired and listless to enjoy life.
Perhaps my depression is manifesting as pain which keeps me up at night only to be dulled by the wonders of vicodin. There is a reason my friends call me House. I have the limp and shitty attitude too, I'm just cuter!
Side note: Hugh Laurie is very hot btw, I'm crazy not blind......well I am blind but thats what contacts and glasses are for.
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